Hi, sorry I haven't been doing much. I haven't felt much motivation for... anything, in general. It's difficult to get out of bed most days, let alone eat or draw. Somehow, I manage to get to work and college. But it's bad enough for my little sister to notice (not my mom though, would have thought she'd notice all the money I've been spending).

My cat died recently. Of old age in his sleep. He was over 17 years old. At least he died peacefully. He has been appearing in my already weird and disturbed dreams.

I don't remember much else about the dream, but there was a new cat in our house and he looked exactly like my cat, but brighter. My actual cat was turned into a taxidermy doll posed like the sphinx, with his eyes closed, and was very dusty, covered in webs.

I was very confused when I woke up.